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in school...

That is where I'm at right now. Not in detention...or ISS...just in class. To my surprise, I can't get on my blog but I can add posts. Which is good for me...I think.
OK. This is really weird or bad for me or whatever. I had a dream about this guy i THOUGHT I USED to have a crush on. his name is Andy and he's a Junior in our school. he's really cute and nice....one problem. HE LIKES SOMEBODY ELSE!!! I thought I was over him but then I had a dream about him saturday night. The dream went like this: We are in our school auditorim. (I think there are other people there but I don't remember) I'm sitting beside him and He has his arm on the rest between us. I try to put my arm there but I accidentally bump him. I look at him to apologize but then he turns to me and just smiles. I turned back to watch the movie (cause that's what we are doing in the auditorium) and he puts his arm around me. That's it...that's my dream. So that's what i'm worried about. I'm worried because I don't know what to do!!!!

Alright..here goes.

OK. I know you guys don't like me. 'Why' you ask? Because I never update!!! *smacks self* bad girl! BAD! He he he, sorry 'bout that.

Have you ever had some days where you see so many different romantic things and you say to yourself....God I wish I had that! Well, that's whats been happening to me a lot lately. I've been reading the series Meru Puri. that has TONS of romance in it. it makes me feel kind of depressed but it's like a happy depressed. if that makes any sense at all. I don't know what to do. I want a boyfriend SO bad but no guy that i know would date me...not for the life of them (hint hint: they're all jerks or jocks...take yer pick). So that doesn't help matters much. Plus i had a boyfriend about two or three weeks ago...but he broke up with me because I "move too slow". How shallow is that?!? Anyways, so now I'm single again and reading the romantic books, seeing the romantic movies (AMVs included!), and seeing all the couples in my hallways makes me very uneasy and REALLY down in the dumps. But I was thinking about this one guy. His name is Jeff and I sit with him everyday at lunch and his buddy Zach (and this was Friday) said that from a distance me and Jeff looked like a couple sitting together. Probably because I was sitting like only six inches away from him. I don't try that on purpose, my chair just somehow ends up close to his all the time. It's weird. But see, if I were to date him, I wouldn't know what to do with him because He likes hunting...a lot....and I would never be able to shoot an animal in my life. I can stand fishing but...other than that...forget it! Anyways, I feel like I shouldn't even consider him cause he's such a brute! No sensitivity for women once-so ever...it sickens me sometimes...to hear him and Zach talk about such inappropriate things at the lunch table. I could smack 'em upside the head sometimes! But....if I'm seriously considering going out with him...then either I am gravely ill or I'm seriously desperate. So...thats about all. Me and my love life is about all I could think to write about. So....if you have any comments er whatever.....please leave one!!!

OMG!!!

I am such a bad person!!! I keep forgetting to update this thing. AH!!! OK... time to redeem myself.
Lessee.....OH I know what will fascinate you peoples... Friday. We had Gym class that day. We had to play stupid speed ball because we are now not allowed to play floor hockey in school (don't ask). Anyway, I have an arch foe in that class, her name is Jess and you'd swear her and her "friends" are the true spawns of the devil himself! So, we had to play stupid sped ball (that spelling error is on purpose) and of course Jess was getting on my nerves (as always) and I started to do what I hadn't done for thee longest time....dig my nails into my arm. It's so I wouldn't walk over there and punch her fucking ugly face! but she kept pushing my buttons. Then she hit just the right one....she threw the ball as hard as she could and it hit me square in the face. WELL, I turned around and slammed my fist as hard as i could into the bleachers. It didn't even hurt and that's because I was that fucking pissed! Ms. Jackson (which is the dumb ass bitch for a gym teacher I have) did absolutely nothing about it!!!!! well....like it wasn't bad enough that Jess harasses me and my friends almost everyday we have gym...but then she pulls this. UGH!!! she knows how to piss people off...for sure! So yeah...there's my exciting Friday.
I went rock climbing last night!!!! that was fun! I was partners with a senior all night. she was cool though. I climbed one wall pretty much...and the first time... I made it all the way up! YEAH!!! Normally I would only go so far...then come down. but nope...I went all the way! Plus.... CD (we'll call him that) FORGOT MY NAME!!! that was hi-larious! One f the wreitz twins said.."how could you forget her name?!?!" C said....well I remember her last name because it rhymes with slutts! Well, that made me feel so much better! I didn't take it personally like I normally would though. I find that to be another accomplishment! Then there was Travis. one word...WOW! he is soooo nice. her brought pringles with him...he let EVEYONE have some! and he also OFFERED me his phone so I could call my mom. he has no IDEA who I even am....yet he did that. what a nice person. *SIGH* I think he was on my data match too.....lemme check... YES!!! he's #2 on it.....i wonder....naw! he wouldn't even consider it! nevermind!
Not much else.... you know whats next... JA NE!

SNO-BALL!!!!

hey Y'all!
OMG!!!!!! sno-ball was so much fun Last night! My crush didn't show but that's ok because i had fun with my friends! Especially my best friend and Nick. Then i also dance with Amber and Brit. But it was fun. Then Nick said he regrets not asking me and my friend to dance but thats ok because he is the only guy that gave me a compliment. LUV YA NICK! Anyway, I got a camera with 39 pictures on it, i only took 6 pictures! how lame is that! I was hoping a guy would ask me to dance with him but that didn't happen so i just move on with my life! Everyone is gonna be talking about it in school on moday so.....i'll just chime in whenever.
I keep Listening to Forces from Berserk! it is literally stick in my head! I like it though. it's very traditional....i guess. It also has a nice beat to it. I really like it!
No more to talk about....gonna go now! LUV Y'ALL!!!!!!!!

Another Day of My Life

Well, I made it through yet another day of school, and live to tell the tale! Ha ha ha ha! I didn't get to see my crush yet.....well except in the hallways as I pass by him but....yeah. ANYWHO!
We lost yet another game. But we are getting better! We lost 15-6 yesterday but we got our butts handed to us the other two times we played that team. just goes to show that practice doesn't make perfect but it does make perminent. That's what My eighth grade Reading teacher used to say. thankz Mr. C.!
I'm gonna have to Put something for you folks on this dang site of mine soon or y'all gonna get mad at me. welp....time to get crafty!
Ja Ne!
-Me

a very good song

I just wanted to put one of my FAVE songs on here....enjoy!