Sorry i didnt get my posts up for.....two or three days. I tried to yesterday in class but the school's internet was messed up so it didnt save my post.
OK....here goes. two nights ago, I had a VERY nice long conversation with my boyfriend. And it was very enlightening....a few tears were shed on my part but....it was TECHNICALLY his fault but it wasn't ABOUT him. We were talking about things happening for a reason....and I said about my dad's passing, he said that too had a reason behind it. He said,"Maybe God was just calling him home." Well, hearing that...even coming from him....I lost it. I started crying and I apologized like five times. He said to stop apologizing cause I didn't do anything wrong. I listened to him and stopped. Then we got on the subject of my friends. A few of my friends and I were having a slight quarrel I guess you could say. Well, from his perspective, fighting with friends is kind of stupid. Now him, he can't stay mad or hold a grudge or anything like that. I envy him so much for that. He offered some more advice, call my one friend and apologize, since I waned to take a break from some of my friends, to not do it leaving on bad terms. So, I took his advice and called Chiyo as soon as I hung up with him. I felt a bit better, but the sadness I still felt was because of my dad.
On a happier note, I got to wear his jersey yesterday. It was awkward for me. Especially given the fact that he's a jock (football) and i have never in my wildest dreams imagined I'd be dating a football player. Go figure. HAH. But....I had five people ask who's jersey it was, maybe three people ask if we are dating ( which is a " YEAH DUH!" kinda thing), and i had two of the football players say hi to me in the morning, i know both of them, the one i have art class with and the other i met last year while i was at practice for the musical BUT i can't remember his name. Sorry to whoever that was ^_^. For some reason...two days ago, the football team was making fun of Dan for having me as a girlfriend. The guy i know from elementary school who is ALSO on the football team and in my math class said that it's not an everyday thing that Dan has a girlfriend. Which I slightly understand. Not too many people can handle him (since they all claim that he's arrogant and/or cocky) But i still love him ^_^! His varisty football game is tonight and I have to perform for color gaurd there. We're performing before the game though. The other team's band is playing at half time. FUN! And then of course....the junior varsity ame (which he is a starter on) i can only make it there about half way to 3/4 of it being over! Stupid school (not actual school.....Sylvan.) I'd only get there around 11 cause I sylvan til 10:30! GRRRRRR! and i don't think his coaches are dumb enough to keep him in the WHOLE game....but I am gonna wear his jersey tonight over my uniform and tomorrow when i see him (if i see him) so i can give it back ^_^ cause he kinda needs it for away games. no? Anyways.....thats my game plan. Hopefully it works. ^_^ wish me luck and hopefully our team wins since da band wil be there ^_^!
Showing posts with label school. Show all posts
Showing posts with label school. Show all posts
Friday, August 29, 2008
Wednesday, July 11, 2007
Ok. I have created another Blog on Brickfish.com. That's a great site as well as this because they offer you scholarships for different things. My site is http://www.brickfish.com/Anything-In-Mind. Anyone who reads this, has a site on there, and likes me even a little bit, Please go on there and vote for me in the only campaign I am in as of this moment. PLEASE. I would greatly appreciate it. THNKS FR VRYTHNG!!!
Monday, May 21, 2007
in school...
That is where I'm at right now. Not in detention...or ISS...just in class. To my surprise, I can't get on my blog but I can add posts. Which is good for me...I think.
OK. This is really weird or bad for me or whatever. I had a dream about this guy i THOUGHT I USED to have a crush on. his name is Andy and he's a Junior in our school. he's really cute and nice....one problem. HE LIKES SOMEBODY ELSE!!! I thought I was over him but then I had a dream about him saturday night. The dream went like this: We are in our school auditorim. (I think there are other people there but I don't remember) I'm sitting beside him and He has his arm on the rest between us. I try to put my arm there but I accidentally bump him. I look at him to apologize but then he turns to me and just smiles. I turned back to watch the movie (cause that's what we are doing in the auditorium) and he puts his arm around me. That's it...that's my dream. So that's what i'm worried about. I'm worried because I don't know what to do!!!!
OK. This is really weird or bad for me or whatever. I had a dream about this guy i THOUGHT I USED to have a crush on. his name is Andy and he's a Junior in our school. he's really cute and nice....one problem. HE LIKES SOMEBODY ELSE!!! I thought I was over him but then I had a dream about him saturday night. The dream went like this: We are in our school auditorim. (I think there are other people there but I don't remember) I'm sitting beside him and He has his arm on the rest between us. I try to put my arm there but I accidentally bump him. I look at him to apologize but then he turns to me and just smiles. I turned back to watch the movie (cause that's what we are doing in the auditorium) and he puts his arm around me. That's it...that's my dream. So that's what i'm worried about. I'm worried because I don't know what to do!!!!
Sunday, May 20, 2007
Alright..here goes.
OK. I know you guys don't like me. 'Why' you ask? Because I never update!!! *smacks self* bad girl! BAD! He he he, sorry 'bout that.
Have you ever had some days where you see so many different romantic things and you say to yourself....God I wish I had that! Well, that's whats been happening to me a lot lately. I've been reading the series Meru Puri. that has TONS of romance in it. it makes me feel kind of depressed but it's like a happy depressed. if that makes any sense at all. I don't know what to do. I want a boyfriend SO bad but no guy that i know would date me...not for the life of them (hint hint: they're all jerks or jocks...take yer pick). So that doesn't help matters much. Plus i had a boyfriend about two or three weeks ago...but he broke up with me because I "move too slow". How shallow is that?!? Anyways, so now I'm single again and reading the romantic books, seeing the romantic movies (AMVs included!), and seeing all the couples in my hallways makes me very uneasy and REALLY down in the dumps. But I was thinking about this one guy. His name is Jeff and I sit with him everyday at lunch and his buddy Zach (and this was Friday) said that from a distance me and Jeff looked like a couple sitting together. Probably because I was sitting like only six inches away from him. I don't try that on purpose, my chair just somehow ends up close to his all the time. It's weird. But see, if I were to date him, I wouldn't know what to do with him because He likes hunting...a lot....and I would never be able to shoot an animal in my life. I can stand fishing but...other than that...forget it! Anyways, I feel like I shouldn't even consider him cause he's such a brute! No sensitivity for women once-so ever...it sickens me sometimes...to hear him and Zach talk about such inappropriate things at the lunch table. I could smack 'em upside the head sometimes! But....if I'm seriously considering going out with him...then either I am gravely ill or I'm seriously desperate. So...thats about all. Me and my love life is about all I could think to write about. So....if you have any comments er whatever.....please leave one!!!
Have you ever had some days where you see so many different romantic things and you say to yourself....God I wish I had that! Well, that's whats been happening to me a lot lately. I've been reading the series Meru Puri. that has TONS of romance in it. it makes me feel kind of depressed but it's like a happy depressed. if that makes any sense at all. I don't know what to do. I want a boyfriend SO bad but no guy that i know would date me...not for the life of them (hint hint: they're all jerks or jocks...take yer pick). So that doesn't help matters much. Plus i had a boyfriend about two or three weeks ago...but he broke up with me because I "move too slow". How shallow is that?!? Anyways, so now I'm single again and reading the romantic books, seeing the romantic movies (AMVs included!), and seeing all the couples in my hallways makes me very uneasy and REALLY down in the dumps. But I was thinking about this one guy. His name is Jeff and I sit with him everyday at lunch and his buddy Zach (and this was Friday) said that from a distance me and Jeff looked like a couple sitting together. Probably because I was sitting like only six inches away from him. I don't try that on purpose, my chair just somehow ends up close to his all the time. It's weird. But see, if I were to date him, I wouldn't know what to do with him because He likes hunting...a lot....and I would never be able to shoot an animal in my life. I can stand fishing but...other than that...forget it! Anyways, I feel like I shouldn't even consider him cause he's such a brute! No sensitivity for women once-so ever...it sickens me sometimes...to hear him and Zach talk about such inappropriate things at the lunch table. I could smack 'em upside the head sometimes! But....if I'm seriously considering going out with him...then either I am gravely ill or I'm seriously desperate. So...thats about all. Me and my love life is about all I could think to write about. So....if you have any comments er whatever.....please leave one!!!
Wednesday, March 7, 2007
OMG!!!
I am such a bad person!!! I keep forgetting to update this thing. AH!!! OK... time to redeem myself.
Lessee.....OH I know what will fascinate you peoples... Friday. We had Gym class that day. We had to play stupid speed ball because we are now not allowed to play floor hockey in school (don't ask). Anyway, I have an arch foe in that class, her name is Jess and you'd swear her and her "friends" are the true spawns of the devil himself! So, we had to play stupid sped ball (that spelling error is on purpose) and of course Jess was getting on my nerves (as always) and I started to do what I hadn't done for thee longest time....dig my nails into my arm. It's so I wouldn't walk over there and punch her fucking ugly face! but she kept pushing my buttons. Then she hit just the right one....she threw the ball as hard as she could and it hit me square in the face. WELL, I turned around and slammed my fist as hard as i could into the bleachers. It didn't even hurt and that's because I was that fucking pissed! Ms. Jackson (which is the dumb ass bitch for a gym teacher I have) did absolutely nothing about it!!!!! well....like it wasn't bad enough that Jess harasses me and my friends almost everyday we have gym...but then she pulls this. UGH!!! she knows how to piss people off...for sure! So yeah...there's my exciting Friday.
I went rock climbing last night!!!! that was fun! I was partners with a senior all night. she was cool though. I climbed one wall pretty much...and the first time... I made it all the way up! YEAH!!! Normally I would only go so far...then come down. but nope...I went all the way! Plus.... CD (we'll call him that) FORGOT MY NAME!!! that was hi-larious! One f the wreitz twins said.."how could you forget her name?!?!" C said....well I remember her last name because it rhymes with slutts! Well, that made me feel so much better! I didn't take it personally like I normally would though. I find that to be another accomplishment! Then there was Travis. one word...WOW! he is soooo nice. her brought pringles with him...he let EVEYONE have some! and he also OFFERED me his phone so I could call my mom. he has no IDEA who I even am....yet he did that. what a nice person. *SIGH* I think he was on my data match too.....lemme check... YES!!! he's #2 on it.....i wonder....naw! he wouldn't even consider it! nevermind!
Not much else.... you know whats next... JA NE!
Lessee.....OH I know what will fascinate you peoples... Friday. We had Gym class that day. We had to play stupid speed ball because we are now not allowed to play floor hockey in school (don't ask). Anyway, I have an arch foe in that class, her name is Jess and you'd swear her and her "friends" are the true spawns of the devil himself! So, we had to play stupid sped ball (that spelling error is on purpose) and of course Jess was getting on my nerves (as always) and I started to do what I hadn't done for thee longest time....dig my nails into my arm. It's so I wouldn't walk over there and punch her fucking ugly face! but she kept pushing my buttons. Then she hit just the right one....she threw the ball as hard as she could and it hit me square in the face. WELL, I turned around and slammed my fist as hard as i could into the bleachers. It didn't even hurt and that's because I was that fucking pissed! Ms. Jackson (which is the dumb ass bitch for a gym teacher I have) did absolutely nothing about it!!!!! well....like it wasn't bad enough that Jess harasses me and my friends almost everyday we have gym...but then she pulls this. UGH!!! she knows how to piss people off...for sure! So yeah...there's my exciting Friday.
I went rock climbing last night!!!! that was fun! I was partners with a senior all night. she was cool though. I climbed one wall pretty much...and the first time... I made it all the way up! YEAH!!! Normally I would only go so far...then come down. but nope...I went all the way! Plus.... CD (we'll call him that) FORGOT MY NAME!!! that was hi-larious! One f the wreitz twins said.."how could you forget her name?!?!" C said....well I remember her last name because it rhymes with slutts! Well, that made me feel so much better! I didn't take it personally like I normally would though. I find that to be another accomplishment! Then there was Travis. one word...WOW! he is soooo nice. her brought pringles with him...he let EVEYONE have some! and he also OFFERED me his phone so I could call my mom. he has no IDEA who I even am....yet he did that. what a nice person. *SIGH* I think he was on my data match too.....lemme check... YES!!! he's #2 on it.....i wonder....naw! he wouldn't even consider it! nevermind!
Not much else.... you know whats next... JA NE!
Monday, January 29, 2007
Another Day of My Life
Well, I made it through yet another day of school, and live to tell the tale! Ha ha ha ha! I didn't get to see my crush yet.....well except in the hallways as I pass by him but....yeah. ANYWHO!
We lost yet another game. But we are getting better! We lost 15-6 yesterday but we got our butts handed to us the other two times we played that team. just goes to show that practice doesn't make perfect but it does make perminent. That's what My eighth grade Reading teacher used to say. thankz Mr. C.!
I'm gonna have to Put something for you folks on this dang site of mine soon or y'all gonna get mad at me. welp....time to get crafty!
Ja Ne!
-Me
We lost yet another game. But we are getting better! We lost 15-6 yesterday but we got our butts handed to us the other two times we played that team. just goes to show that practice doesn't make perfect but it does make perminent. That's what My eighth grade Reading teacher used to say. thankz Mr. C.!
I'm gonna have to Put something for you folks on this dang site of mine soon or y'all gonna get mad at me. welp....time to get crafty!
Ja Ne!
-Me
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)