Alright, here's the scoop. I didn't do much this weekend. I had my party (for my sweet 16 that was a month late) on Saturday. Sunday , did nothing but homework. And I'm STILL not done!!! I have my ENTIRE English project to do yet, and I'm probably going to fail that class since English CLASS is my worse subject (for some dumb reason). I have yet to FINISH my tessellation for art class. I have 18 more flowers to color for it but almost all of those are partials so its not so bad. Math homework....that's easy breezy (*laughs hysterically at "easy breezy" because that's a song by Utada Hikaru*) Chemistry....I have a project that i have yet to start but i don't think it'll be THAT hard. And well.....Spanish is a daily thing just like math but those two i can handle. See this is why I'm considering quitting color guard. I can't take the fighting in there...too much drama...I'm almost constantly being chewed out for stuff that I either am not the ONLY one doing or another reason (i can't think right now....tired ^_^) But then of course, I'm stressing myself out because when I screw up....even if it is just practice...i like get so mad at myself. And when we perform...if i mess up...i wait til after the performance to "beat myself up" (not literally!!!) But I'm going to talk to Ron and Norma tonight about it.....and mi madre will be there so it's not like...awkward. If i do quit, i will try to help the band out when i can, and also i will STILL go to the football games ^_^. Away or home...i will still try to go. But...hopefully all ends well.
There isnt much more to say really. Cept maybe that me and dan MIGHT start playing 1001 questions. I want to know more about him and he probably wants to know me better too. I have only known him for a year so....it's worth a shot. Hopefully he gets the notebook out of his band locker enough to actually WRITE to me. Or he could just tell me...whichever works for him ^_^.
Ok...NOW there is nothing to say. So i should probably wrap this up. ill blog tonight after CG. Let y'all know whats happnin. L8TER SK8TERZ!!!!
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Ok, why would you quit and then 'try to help the band out' helping the band out would be to stay and not screw up their entire show and score by putting a hole there that they can't fill. I quit tuba before they had even made the show so that they would have no holes to blame me for. Why join in and go to the hellish band camp and then just quit because you can't 'handle the pressure'. In real life, in the real world after college when you get a job there is always going to be something you are doing wrong and there is always going to pressure and someone no matter where you work is always going to chew you out. You won't be able to just quit then. I suppose you could but you will make no money. You will end up on welfare living in a crappy house that is barely up to living standards and your life will suck. You need to learn how to deal with pressure and not just quit when things start to get hard.
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