Thursday, September 18, 2008

Fun fun fun!

Today is gonna be hectic Major! The varsity football team has an away game today, and We (marching band) have to perform at half time (oh joy) and.......my weekend is gonna be nuts. I have to be at school for four so i am just staying after again. Like I did yesterday, I was to work on an art project....well....didnt get MUCH done....but i did get SOME work done. Then I got to hang with Dan for like....five minutes, Yay....But tonight...i might get to hang with him a BIT more. Not sure but maybe. Oh....and....i'm not wearing his "home" jersey because he forgot it at home. He asked if i wanted the truth or the BS version....and I'm glad I asked for the truth. His BS version was kind of ridiculous. Anyways....Hopefully I get to hang with him tonight, before or after would suffice. *sigh* I wish I had more classes with him, or at least Lunch! But NO our school was queer and didn't give us ANY classes together. It sucks. And our weekend schedule is probably NEVER going to meet up. I never get to really hang with him. It sucks so bad. That's why i stay after sometimes (like yesterday and somewhat today) just so i can see him. Any other time he's busy or walking the other way and/ or I'm not paying attention. UGH! this is so frustrating! I know i rant and rave a lot about me and him...or lack there of...on here. But this is the only place that I can express my concerns and feelings.....and possibly get decent feedback. And since I DON'T get to see him, I can easily give him the links and he can read them. That's how we solved the problem that we had this past few days. I don't remember if i said before, but he did apologize. OH! And Dan got to meet my grandpa yesterday! I kinda wanted them to shake hands but....pap was in the truck and on the OTHER side (^_^). But....I think pappy approves. So it's good with that. *sigh* Dunno what to do about the whole...spending time thing. Thjere isnt much we CAN do. I dont want him to change some of his plans just for me.....Kedo (but) it would be nice every now and then to hang with him for LONGER than five minutes or so. Anyways, I soon gotta go, class is almost over. Plus It wouldn't hurt if i worked on studying for my permit.....yes i have yet to get it. So....yeah. L8TER SK8TERZ!!!!

3 comments:

Erin said...

So you are actually going to get your permit now? I thought the idea of driving scared the f*** out of you. Wasn't it the same way with Chris? You guys never spent time together then either. The football season ends like at the end of October. Can't you relax until then?

Anything_in_Mind said...

Yes I am getting my permit now and Yes the idea of driving scares the S*** out of me. Once again....yes me and chris didnt spend all that much time together....but I saw chris last year more than I see Dan this year....odd I know. And....i guess i'm gonna HAVE to "relax" til the end of football season. It's just the time in between now and then that'll be hell for me. You wouldn't understand.....it's complicated. so yeah...im gonna have to. *deep breath* all i have to say...and this is no offense towards you, but....whatever....thats all i have to say. talk to you later.

Erin said...

Wow. I never actually read your response to this until now...you never change do you?