bad day

So far my day has been crappy. Yesterday was crappy too. I ended upo not going to Dan's game because i wasn't outside waiting for his dad. I FEEL SO STUPID! I feel really bad about it and he was on the phone wiht me last night saying, "Oh you'll forget about" UGH he made me so mad! Him telling me what I will and will not forget ISN'T gonna sit too well with me. And him also getting all pissy with me over the phone just because he lost his game.....That's not gonna sit too well either. I had a bad day too and I have learned not to take it out on my boyfriends....I sometimes choose to vent to them but thats about it. But him....UGH he's being such a BUTT! He won't tell me what he wants for his birthday, he acts like the world was gonna end because he lost 28-0, he showed no sympathy towards me saying "it'll be ok....there are other games." NO! he decides he's gonna say "oh you'll forget about it" UUUUGGGGHHHH!!!!!! Oh and another thing. I asked him...numerous times " you wouldn't hurt me right?" He kept saying.....after every time i asked....something about him knowing forms of pain. That's not even CLOSE to what i SHOULD have heard. When he said that his trust level went from here *holds arm out shoulder height* to here *brings hand down to knee level*. It's not like I'm afraid of him....i just don't know. I feel like i don't know anything. Maybe i shoulod write down the link to this blog and let him read it....maybe he'd get a taste for how i feel right now...not like he'd give a damn or anything. Well, I gotta go soon....I'll blog tonight (gotta make up for yesterday anyways). Ciao!