Tuesday, September 16, 2008

Bad Day continued...

Alright....here's the scoop. Dan is a butt...and doesn't care that I am mad at him. Well, in his words, he cares he just doesn't show it. But today after school, when I was leaving, I saw him like i usually do. He said something about the note i gave him earlier with the link to my LAST post and throwing it away. So i just was like 'whatever' Then he asked if i was mad at him. I said I was. Then he comes and says "oh well"?!?! I just looked at him and said "and you obviously don't care" and walked away. He didn't even try to stop me! I wanted him to....i wanted him to just grab my arm, whip me around and hug me. but no.....he just went away. Heh...then when I went to color guard practice, he was finishing his football practice and I was talking to him a little bit.....i was still severely pissed and he still acted like he didn't give a rats patooty. I let him borrow my phone to call his dad, because Im a nice person like that, I asked him if he had any CLUE why i was mad at him, he said no. And he left.....there were a few words of farewell but they seemed insignificant to the fact that he didnt even attempt to hug me. And of course....when he walked away I got pissed again and started to listen to this song.....It's called "all or nothing" by Theory of a Dead Man. (play video at bottome for song) I CRIED! I feel kinda bad.....My mo thinks it's petty crap, but to me.....it kinda hurts. And replying to my friends comment...It's not that im afraid he'll hurt me...i just dont know if he'll "protect" me.....and well maybe a slight fear of hurtin'. And I didnt type that one part right....it should have said "MY trust level towards him" My bad! Anyways.....I gotta go. NIGHT!

2 comments:

Erin said...

Wow, I had to go back and reread the first post and now I finnally understand everything. He is being a butthead. Maybe he's on his period....maybe guys have something like a period. You should just sit him and down and talk to him. But you don't have anytime to. I have him in my fitness and weight class, would you like me to talk to him?

Anything_in_Mind said...

No...I've got it under control now. But thanks anyways ^_^