Sunday, October 5, 2008

*sigh*

Who here is easily discouraged? *raises hand* Yea.....I'm an aspiring artist...and i get discouraged VERY easily. We are doing portraits in art and I decided to do my one friend Mia. She took a picture of herself (just her face you pervs).....so i decided to use that. But (and this is where the first sentence comes in) It's not coming out like the picture and I'm starting to get very discouraged. Like i want to scratch the entire thing...but i daresn't do that. I don't know how else to improve on my techniques or my overall attitude about it (art). Like I'm always frustrated because in my mind everything is detailed and elaborate and beautiful.but on paper....it looks like crap...plain and simple. I never like it. Well...sometimes I'm amazed at what comes out but i haven't gotten any result like that in a long time. But i want to improve so bad. A lot of my friends on deviant Art and even in school (of the few friends i actually have) they are so ch better than i a....I'm so far behind....i obviously am not going to be able to catch up in a year or so. I want to be able to go to college for Graphic design with confidence....but at this rate that won't happen.
This is the part where i sund pathetic and desperate....If anyone has ideas on how to improve my art....or my attitude towards it...plaese leave a comment. And please don't say to just practice....cause i have heard it so many times it isnt funny. But any other comment is greatly appreciated. ARIGATO GOZAIMASU *bows* (^_^) sorry....just had to do that.

L8ter Sk8terz!

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