Just a random post....me and my boyfriend spent over 2 HOURS on the phone yesterday. He had a game earlier that day, I tried to make it but only got there about halfway through it. I still got to see him play. He did really good. I was surprised he was willing to talk to me for so long on the phone afterwards. I only got to see him for like not even five minutes, so I guess it was OK. He was watching a baseball game whole talking to me and he was kinda yelling at the TV. It was funny. He's so adorable. I'm sorry.....I had to put that in there. I don't know why but I just have a feeling that me and him will last for a while. I hope we do. He's so....fantastic. He is actually willing to give ME hugs....I had to work for them in my last relationship....which was the one where I had to make all the moves. He doesn't mind spending more than two hours on the phone with me just talking about anything and everything. EVERY time I see him my heart beats just a little bit faster. He is the reason why I'm smiling again. Since my dad past I have a hard time smiling, but he can make me laugh so hard. OH.....and he WANTS to spend time with me. He gets upset when I mention something fun we can do and then to find that that day he is busy. Like my 16th b-day party. I want to have it on the 20th of Sept. but he has so much to do that day.....or so I'm told. So I suggested me and him do something afterwards or before...just the two of us. ^_^ he felt better...I hope. And i also invited him to hang with me at our family reunion because, well, its the side of the family that is like a high school soap opera and i don't want to get involved in most of it. But I hope he and his family, or just him, can come.....I need that relief. HAHA!
Im probably making not ONE bit of sense. I apologize to anyone who reads this post and finds it COMPLETELY useless. haha.....i just had to write sumfin.
L8TER SK8TERZ!
Sunday, August 31, 2008
Friday, August 29, 2008
Continuance...
Sorry i didnt get my posts up for.....two or three days. I tried to yesterday in class but the school's internet was messed up so it didnt save my post.
OK....here goes. two nights ago, I had a VERY nice long conversation with my boyfriend. And it was very enlightening....a few tears were shed on my part but....it was TECHNICALLY his fault but it wasn't ABOUT him. We were talking about things happening for a reason....and I said about my dad's passing, he said that too had a reason behind it. He said,"Maybe God was just calling him home." Well, hearing that...even coming from him....I lost it. I started crying and I apologized like five times. He said to stop apologizing cause I didn't do anything wrong. I listened to him and stopped. Then we got on the subject of my friends. A few of my friends and I were having a slight quarrel I guess you could say. Well, from his perspective, fighting with friends is kind of stupid. Now him, he can't stay mad or hold a grudge or anything like that. I envy him so much for that. He offered some more advice, call my one friend and apologize, since I waned to take a break from some of my friends, to not do it leaving on bad terms. So, I took his advice and called Chiyo as soon as I hung up with him. I felt a bit better, but the sadness I still felt was because of my dad.
On a happier note, I got to wear his jersey yesterday. It was awkward for me. Especially given the fact that he's a jock (football) and i have never in my wildest dreams imagined I'd be dating a football player. Go figure. HAH. But....I had five people ask who's jersey it was, maybe three people ask if we are dating ( which is a " YEAH DUH!" kinda thing), and i had two of the football players say hi to me in the morning, i know both of them, the one i have art class with and the other i met last year while i was at practice for the musical BUT i can't remember his name. Sorry to whoever that was ^_^. For some reason...two days ago, the football team was making fun of Dan for having me as a girlfriend. The guy i know from elementary school who is ALSO on the football team and in my math class said that it's not an everyday thing that Dan has a girlfriend. Which I slightly understand. Not too many people can handle him (since they all claim that he's arrogant and/or cocky) But i still love him ^_^! His varisty football game is tonight and I have to perform for color gaurd there. We're performing before the game though. The other team's band is playing at half time. FUN! And then of course....the junior varsity ame (which he is a starter on) i can only make it there about half way to 3/4 of it being over! Stupid school (not actual school.....Sylvan.) I'd only get there around 11 cause I sylvan til 10:30! GRRRRRR! and i don't think his coaches are dumb enough to keep him in the WHOLE game....but I am gonna wear his jersey tonight over my uniform and tomorrow when i see him (if i see him) so i can give it back ^_^ cause he kinda needs it for away games. no? Anyways.....thats my game plan. Hopefully it works. ^_^ wish me luck and hopefully our team wins since da band wil be there ^_^!
OK....here goes. two nights ago, I had a VERY nice long conversation with my boyfriend. And it was very enlightening....a few tears were shed on my part but....it was TECHNICALLY his fault but it wasn't ABOUT him. We were talking about things happening for a reason....and I said about my dad's passing, he said that too had a reason behind it. He said,"Maybe God was just calling him home." Well, hearing that...even coming from him....I lost it. I started crying and I apologized like five times. He said to stop apologizing cause I didn't do anything wrong. I listened to him and stopped. Then we got on the subject of my friends. A few of my friends and I were having a slight quarrel I guess you could say. Well, from his perspective, fighting with friends is kind of stupid. Now him, he can't stay mad or hold a grudge or anything like that. I envy him so much for that. He offered some more advice, call my one friend and apologize, since I waned to take a break from some of my friends, to not do it leaving on bad terms. So, I took his advice and called Chiyo as soon as I hung up with him. I felt a bit better, but the sadness I still felt was because of my dad.
On a happier note, I got to wear his jersey yesterday. It was awkward for me. Especially given the fact that he's a jock (football) and i have never in my wildest dreams imagined I'd be dating a football player. Go figure. HAH. But....I had five people ask who's jersey it was, maybe three people ask if we are dating ( which is a " YEAH DUH!" kinda thing), and i had two of the football players say hi to me in the morning, i know both of them, the one i have art class with and the other i met last year while i was at practice for the musical BUT i can't remember his name. Sorry to whoever that was ^_^. For some reason...two days ago, the football team was making fun of Dan for having me as a girlfriend. The guy i know from elementary school who is ALSO on the football team and in my math class said that it's not an everyday thing that Dan has a girlfriend. Which I slightly understand. Not too many people can handle him (since they all claim that he's arrogant and/or cocky) But i still love him ^_^! His varisty football game is tonight and I have to perform for color gaurd there. We're performing before the game though. The other team's band is playing at half time. FUN! And then of course....the junior varsity ame (which he is a starter on) i can only make it there about half way to 3/4 of it being over! Stupid school (not actual school.....Sylvan.) I'd only get there around 11 cause I sylvan til 10:30! GRRRRRR! and i don't think his coaches are dumb enough to keep him in the WHOLE game....but I am gonna wear his jersey tonight over my uniform and tomorrow when i see him (if i see him) so i can give it back ^_^ cause he kinda needs it for away games. no? Anyways.....thats my game plan. Hopefully it works. ^_^ wish me luck and hopefully our team wins since da band wil be there ^_^!
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
Back 2 School
Otay....time to det back to school. Yesterday was the first day back....and my sixteenth birthday. Yipee. It felt like nobody knew or even cared. A few friends said "happy birthday" but that was only after I reminded them. AND....I didn't even get to see Dan! I don't have a single dang class with him!!!! It sucks! But the good thing about last night....Little Larry called me. I talked to him for a whole half hour. Miraculous isn't it? He asked if I got his presents, asked when i opened them (i wasnt supposed to until yesterday but I opened them over the weekend already), and asked what was up with the fam and what not. So it was a nice little convo. Well i gotta go...class is soon over. L8ter Sk8terz!
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