someone shoot me.

ok...i know the title sounds strange but i really think it's appropriate. Last night...i had a dream about my ex-boyfriend, Jeremy. And now (this is where the title comes into play) i miss. him. Today i was sitting outside and i was like holding my hands together....then thats when i realized why i missed my ex and wanted a boyfriend. I miss having someone hold my hand, the touch of someone else's skin against mine (i know i know). I like the feeling of someone i love close to me like that. Sometimes just thinking of a guy I like holding my hand and caressing it or my face gives me goosebumps and sends chills up my spine. I love those feelings. Now for those perverts sitting there reading this....i dont mean in sexual terms......just holding hands or hugging...THATS IT!!!! understood? But yeah.... I wish i was braver so i could just fess up to this guy i like already and figure out wheather he like me or not already. wish me luck...lord knows i need it.