my relationship

Ok....me and kyle were having a little problem lately. We were just not having good times and it seemed like it was falling apart a bit. BUT now we are better. We actually concluded that we see each other TOO much. Instead of not enough like others (*cough cough* mom and dave *cough cough*) He actaully wasn't in school yesterday and i had a really good day. I hate to say that but its true. When i called him, he couldn't shut up. Which is quite opposite than what it usually is. He isnt here today and wont be for the rest of the week either and monday i wont be here so.....its probably for the best. And no more hanging out on weekends. thats another thing with this issue. We would hang out like every weekend since we've been together and it was just too much. So, unless we really want/ need to, no more getting together outside of school. It'll be fine though. We'll work things out yet. Even my mom was hoping we work it out because she likes him. She thinks me and him are good together. (sadly i was getting bored with him and he was frustrating me a lot. Then i really got into CSI:NY and i sorta kinda wanted a guy like danny messer. Weird i know but i really like his character.) Well, i think im done ranting for today. I have a lot of reading to do yet for AR. Wish me luck!

If you didn't watch CSI:NY last night and don't like spoilers, TURN AWAY NOW!

*UBER SQUEE* IT'S A GIRL!!!!!! Danny gets a little princess. So much for his male dominant family history theory. I think next time, he'll listen to Stella. She told him to think of girl names but stubborn old Dany wouldn't listen. Like usual.

For some stupid reason, i was actually looking for Lindsay last night. I completely forgot she was in Montana with family.DUH!!! *smacks forehead* silly me.

New fave songs

I forgot to mention. I now love Karmina! They have great songs. My fave 2, "the whoa song" and "the kiss" (mainly because i heard them while watching Danny x Lindsay clips ^_^) But they are really good! Look em up.

can't think straight

Have you ever had those moments where you just can't think straight? Like it occurs when you hear a song and you get to thinking. Happens to me a lot. Sadly. I hear a song and my emotions take over, send my mind racing. I question things, wonder "what if"s, stuff like that. And you know, with me, that can be dangerous. *chuckles* I can't think as to why i do that. *shrugs* something i just have to get over, grow out of i guess. Now the questions are "when" and "how".

How many folks reading this watch CSI:NY? *counts hands* OK.....Hopefully most of you are Danny x Lindsay Fans. yes? Thats good ^_^. I just find it somewhat Ironic that i fall madly in love with this pairing. (given I have an Ex named Dan and Lindsay spells her name EXACTLY the same as me) Weird huh? *shrugs* yea well......Who here can't wait til Lindsay has the baby? *counts hands again* Me either! I wanna know if its a boy or girl.......see how protective danny has to be ^_^ Lol. And just a little side note, I agree with Mac. Danny's gonna make a GREAT daddy!

OK, not much else to say. Gotta get a little work done here and there today. Wish me luck.

It's friday the thirteenth, bright and sunny with a chance of Happiness???

I know strange title but I'm tired so i came up with that strange little blurb. Well, i finally got all my grades up enough to perform. Last night was my official first performance. It was OK. The scenes i was in went well (or at least i think so). A few minor glitches but none with me. But musical is the exact reason why I'm so tired. I actually stayed up for another hour and a half from when i got home (so if you do the math i got home at ten thirty and went to bed at twelve) *picks at eyelashes* ugh, i still have gunk on these things. That's one of my least favorite parts. you gotta where makeup til you look like a circus clown. But it comes off (try telling that to the guys....they'll still cringe when you put eyeliner on em.) Yes the men too have to where makeup....the extent of it it MUCH less than what us females have though.

Did i mention that last night, during opening, was slightly awkward. let me tell you why. During opening i have to stand in the aisle (right center to be exact) and we basically have to sing into peoples ears and stick our butts in the opposite peoples faces. But i got used to that....but its more of Who's ear i was singing into. MY THIRD GRADE TEACHER!!!!! her husband was sitting to her right so he was farther away. She didn't even look at me (which actually can be considered a good thing). Yea...so that's the highlight of my night.

I feel like going to sleep......my goodness am i tired. and to think i have a show starting at EIGHT tonight.....which means i wont get home til eleven!!!!Heaven help me. I'm going to be dead tomorrow. and tomorrow I'm insanely busy too! 8:30 to 10:30 i have sylvan....then 11 to 3 i have a girl scout cookie booth.....then i have a few hours to go home and get stuff together.....then i have the last show of the week.....last show for this year actually. Kyle is probably trying to convince his mom to let him spend the night at my house Saturday night but i highly doubt his mom will give. i mean i don't know what the big deal is....my mom will be there, and she'll make sure he stays wherever we put him and I'll stay downstairs (if i don't give him my bed that is since i can easily sleep upstairs.) I haven't asked mom if he can stay over (if his momma says yes) yet, but i think I'll do that tonight...if he's still game that is. Like he's already spending all of the day with us so....why not the night too? anyways........

Oh and for those you who have read previous entries.....my wrist feels a little better. I don't know exactly what i did to it but I'm not wearing my brace today to see how it goes. From typing the way i am I'm starting to get slight, sharp pains but i can tolerate that pretty well. Also depending on how i bend it, it cracks......which somewhat frightens me. Because like i said, i don't know what i did to it.....and the nurse just gave me ice the first day...i guess she couldn't tell if i had strained, sprained, or broken it.....it's not broken that's for sure...but i still don't know. I think it'll be one of those things that'll go away eventually like usual. I did something similar to my ankle once but in like a week the pain went away. Hakuna Matata! ^_^

Do you folks want me to explain the title? because if not......then you probably should read this paragraph. I think i will explain for those of you who are confused though. OK....Friday the thirteenth (as most/ all of you guys know) is know as a bad luck day. Why I'm not ENTIRELY sure but its bad luck. SO today i was told it's supposed to be all nice weather and what not....and I'm having a good day so yea.....that's why i put that.

I can't think of anything else to update on....so i should probably stop rambling.

ok. I've got good news and bad news

the good news is i got my grades up so i can perform (if the teachers put it in by Thursday). The bad news is, i hurt my wrist in fitness and weight training and am having a hard time moving it a lot (i can bend it slightly but that's the extent of that.) even now i have to type one handed. and that slows my typing down a lot. but the whole funny thing about the "accident" it was the marines in charge of my class (gym!!!) and they seemed to feel really bad that i hurt myself. The youngest of the two (yes there were two of em) seemed the most sympathetic. * a few hours pass and wakes up from a nap* well it feels a little better since i slept for half an hour. I jerked myself awake once and that didn't help it but i think I'll live. Probably just strained it slightly....*nods* just give it a little LITTLE break and im good ^_^.

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Nothing to say. Too sad really. I have so much on my mind right now. What was added to it makes thing SOOOO much worse.