Saturday, March 21, 2009

can't think straight

Have you ever had those moments where you just can't think straight? Like it occurs when you hear a song and you get to thinking. Happens to me a lot. Sadly. I hear a song and my emotions take over, send my mind racing. I question things, wonder "what if"s, stuff like that. And you know, with me, that can be dangerous. *chuckles* I can't think as to why i do that. *shrugs* something i just have to get over, grow out of i guess. Now the questions are "when" and "how".

How many folks reading this watch CSI:NY? *counts hands* OK.....Hopefully most of you are Danny x Lindsay Fans. yes? Thats good ^_^. I just find it somewhat Ironic that i fall madly in love with this pairing. (given I have an Ex named Dan and Lindsay spells her name EXACTLY the same as me) Weird huh? *shrugs* yea well......Who here can't wait til Lindsay has the baby? *counts hands again* Me either! I wanna know if its a boy or girl.......see how protective danny has to be ^_^ Lol. And just a little side note, I agree with Mac. Danny's gonna make a GREAT daddy!

OK, not much else to say. Gotta get a little work done here and there today. Wish me luck.

Friday, March 13, 2009

It's friday the thirteenth, bright and sunny with a chance of Happiness???

I know strange title but I'm tired so i came up with that strange little blurb. Well, i finally got all my grades up enough to perform. Last night was my official first performance. It was OK. The scenes i was in went well (or at least i think so). A few minor glitches but none with me. But musical is the exact reason why I'm so tired. I actually stayed up for another hour and a half from when i got home (so if you do the math i got home at ten thirty and went to bed at twelve) *picks at eyelashes* ugh, i still have gunk on these things. That's one of my least favorite parts. you gotta where makeup til you look like a circus clown. But it comes off (try telling that to the guys....they'll still cringe when you put eyeliner on em.) Yes the men too have to where makeup....the extent of it it MUCH less than what us females have though.

Did i mention that last night, during opening, was slightly awkward. let me tell you why. During opening i have to stand in the aisle (right center to be exact) and we basically have to sing into peoples ears and stick our butts in the opposite peoples faces. But i got used to that....but its more of Who's ear i was singing into. MY THIRD GRADE TEACHER!!!!! her husband was sitting to her right so he was farther away. She didn't even look at me (which actually can be considered a good thing). Yea...so that's the highlight of my night.

I feel like going to sleep......my goodness am i tired. and to think i have a show starting at EIGHT tonight.....which means i wont get home til eleven!!!!Heaven help me. I'm going to be dead tomorrow. and tomorrow I'm insanely busy too! 8:30 to 10:30 i have sylvan....then 11 to 3 i have a girl scout cookie booth.....then i have a few hours to go home and get stuff together.....then i have the last show of the week.....last show for this year actually. Kyle is probably trying to convince his mom to let him spend the night at my house Saturday night but i highly doubt his mom will give. i mean i don't know what the big deal is....my mom will be there, and she'll make sure he stays wherever we put him and I'll stay downstairs (if i don't give him my bed that is since i can easily sleep upstairs.) I haven't asked mom if he can stay over (if his momma says yes) yet, but i think I'll do that tonight...if he's still game that is. Like he's already spending all of the day with us so....why not the night too? anyways........

Oh and for those you who have read previous entries.....my wrist feels a little better. I don't know exactly what i did to it but I'm not wearing my brace today to see how it goes. From typing the way i am I'm starting to get slight, sharp pains but i can tolerate that pretty well. Also depending on how i bend it, it cracks......which somewhat frightens me. Because like i said, i don't know what i did to it.....and the nurse just gave me ice the first day...i guess she couldn't tell if i had strained, sprained, or broken it.....it's not broken that's for sure...but i still don't know. I think it'll be one of those things that'll go away eventually like usual. I did something similar to my ankle once but in like a week the pain went away. Hakuna Matata! ^_^

Do you folks want me to explain the title? because if not......then you probably should read this paragraph. I think i will explain for those of you who are confused though. OK....Friday the thirteenth (as most/ all of you guys know) is know as a bad luck day. Why I'm not ENTIRELY sure but its bad luck. SO today i was told it's supposed to be all nice weather and what not....and I'm having a good day so yea.....that's why i put that.

I can't think of anything else to update on....so i should probably stop rambling.

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

ok. I've got good news and bad news

the good news is i got my grades up so i can perform (if the teachers put it in by Thursday). The bad news is, i hurt my wrist in fitness and weight training and am having a hard time moving it a lot (i can bend it slightly but that's the extent of that.) even now i have to type one handed. and that slows my typing down a lot. but the whole funny thing about the "accident" it was the marines in charge of my class (gym!!!) and they seemed to feel really bad that i hurt myself. The youngest of the two (yes there were two of em) seemed the most sympathetic. * a few hours pass and wakes up from a nap* well it feels a little better since i slept for half an hour. I jerked myself awake once and that didn't help it but i think I'll live. Probably just strained it slightly....*nods* just give it a little LITTLE break and im good ^_^.

Thursday, March 5, 2009

No comment- No title

Nothing to say. Too sad really. I have so much on my mind right now. What was added to it makes thing SOOOO much worse.

Tuesday, March 3, 2009

*sigh*

Nothing much to write. I have had bad weeks back to back lately. This week is starting the second one. Monday sucked, and today did too. There is no point in saying names, all i know and/ or will say is that I'm tired of drama, BS, and other crap from people who i have made our friendships history or at least water under the bridge. They need to keep comments to themselves, say it quieter and not around people whom still like me, or butt out of my business. That's it. And if you are someone who leaves an offensive comment, apparently you have wronged me and are "defending" yourself. Just saying. I don't want to start anything with anyone, this is strictly venting. K? Like i said, I've had bad weeks, now back to back, and i need to let off some steam before i really blow up on someone and feel bad about it later. It's better this way. All apposed, leave now ^_^. *sigh* i think i might be getting off topic....ha ha ha. *shrugs* oh well. Its my blog, I'll ramble if i want, just means i have a longer entry. And i don't think my teacher minds. *stops to think of what else to say* I got nuffin. Welp it's back to work so i can get my history and english grades up so i can perform in musical next week. I want to SOOOOO bad and i can't seem to get em up.....EEERRRRRGGGG!!!!!! *hangs head* i hate my lack of motivation. Even now, i'm sitting here typing away (for an assaignment of sorts though) and not getting important things done. I still have history to make up and finish, i have spanish that was due today to do yet, this of course is english but might not help me for next week, and a digital photography summary of our project to write. type. AAAAAAHHHHHHH work overload. *pretends to be drowning* HEEEELLLLLPPPPPP! Ok, enough horse play. Time to get crackin again! WISH ME LUCK! *tells self* ganbatte!

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

hey hey!

What's shakin' Bacons? Not too much to update on.....Life goes on is all. Other than that, like i said, nothing else.

Friday, February 13, 2009

Random Update

Sorry haven't been on in a while. Busy busy. Musical so far is going good. Practices are long and there is a lot of dancing to remember, combine that with singing and you have one heck of a challenge. It's hard. But fun regardless.

Sno-ball was SOOOOOOOOOO much fun! I danced with kyle all night, didn't have to deal with drama, stayed in one general area....i wish all my dances were like that. Sadly they probably won't be. But i don't care. My wonderful boyfriend makes it all worth while.

I finally finished that KaceHanaki project of mine. I already posted it on dA. It turned out really nice too. But now i have another project for Kyle's pastor. I really don't wanna mess it up. All I can do is try though.

Tomorrow is valentine's day and for once in my life....I HAVE PLANS FOR IT!!!! Me and kyle are going for dinner and a movie. Hopefully he's ok with the diner i picked.....and it's not too expensive (one thing kyle's mom worried about). I'm not like most girls though. I can be a fairly cheap date. Hell we could have went to McDonalds for all i care. But he would have said no to that for sure. Yea well.

Gotta go now...class soon over.