Monday, November 12, 2007
Sunday, November 11, 2007
update time!!!
Well...I fessed up to that guy I like..turns out he apparently liked me cause he said yes when I asked him out. I dunno. But now for the confusing part...I don't know EXACTLY how he feels about me. See...I found out the hard way that he NEVER TALKS!!!!! OK well never is a little bit of a stretch but still...it's pretty close. I just kinda wish he'd tell me things...and give me straight answers at least SOMETIMES!!! OK...now I know how my mom feels, YIKES! But....*sighs* I can't really say anything to him...cause well...I've tried! he I guess doesn't take hints well. No subtlety for him..uh-uh. Hehe. i still mean what i said in my last post. I miss the touch of someone that i love and loves me. I miss the kisses, everything. So far...I've only gotten to kisses on the cheek...and I'm the one giving them.....which i don't mind but...i don't know. I wish he would make a move on me or something...but i don't want to tell him this to his face or otherwise he might think I'm some sort of a skank...IN WHICH I'M NOT! Guess there isn't much I can do...especially since I'm kind of scared to tell him how I feel and that. *sigh* well....at least I know he's there for me. He is a big help with my self esteem and that. But the only problem...he is FORCING me to try out for musical.....I don't do well in front of crowds....and...well...I kinda don't have a choice now. lol...he'll force me onto the stage and make me sing...and everything! And I don't doubt for a second that he wont literally drag me onto the stage to do just that. Yeah well....like I said...nothing I can do. I know I'm like rambling now so....main points...i need to get my boyfriend to talk more...i need to figure out a way to tell him how I feel...and...i love him no matter what ^_^...there is your summary hehe!
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