Countdown = 3.5 days

I have two whole days and three half days left of school. Still kinda freaking out a bit trying to get my bearings straight about CTC next year. For all of my things for next year it's going to cost close to three hundred dollars! That's if i get an art kit though. I don't know. Then of course over the summer, when i get back from west Virginia, mom says I'm gonna get a job. I have no idea where I will work and I don't know if I'll be able to handle talking to people I don't know. I'm a very shy person and don't like talking to strangers. I lived a sheltered life a bit so its hard for me. If I can find a decent paying job where I don't have to talk to people, I'd be happy. Now of course there is the issue that it has to be close to home, since I don't have my license yet. Anyways, it's kind of exciting.

Yes well I better get off so my friend can take a test. Later skaterz!!!

The countdown continues (5/28/09)

Still have a lot to do. In fact i have to do ten blogs i think by tomorrow. for the whole marking period though. don't know how many i have so far.*scavenges the whole house for report cards and progress reports* ok so i'm figuring that my fourth marking period started about april 13th. and including this blog i have eleven since then. YAY! I'm well on my way to a decent grade, i hope. ^_^.

OH!!!!! did i write that danny and lindsay had their baby girl?! it was about three weeks ago! They named her Lucy. She's cute! In the one episode they had her at the lab in the lounge or whatever and they had blake watching her. HAHAH danny went over to her and adam comes off and says "look out! here comes daddy." In fact the exact quote of the whole scene is as follows:
Danny: How's Lucy?
Lindsay: She's great. Her first visit to the lab is a big hit.
Danny: What, uh... what's Blake doing right now?
Lindsay: Oh, he's so good with babies. She adores him.
Danny: No, she doesn't adore him. The only man in her life is me. (To Blake)Hey, buddy! Don't you have some DNA to look at?
(Lindsay chuckles)
Adam: Watch out, Blake, here comes daddy!

*rolls on the floor laughing hysterically* i love them!

not much else to write about. me and the new BF are good. he's in trouble a bit but he doesnt care. He's working a lot. same way i will be in about three weeks. working my backside off. west virginia here i come. story for another time though.

well, time to hit the books again. study my buttox off for finals. yeehaw.

not many days left (5/26/09)

Well, i have officially ended sylvan. I wish i could have gone over time management again but i didnt have enough hours left. I only have (NOT including today)seven days left of school. AAAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!! its a little scary to think that in eight days i will technically be in my senior year!

*screams bloody murder* (4/21/09)

I have WAAAAAY too much on my plate. I have homework to catch up and make up (AGAIN!), girl scout t-shirts to make (12 or 13 of em!), chores to finish, color guard to practice for....it's too much for me. I have so many people putting things on me and myself to blame for a majority of it as well. I don't know how people do it! you have those kids that get all their work done, have time for fun FUN things, and are like top of their class. GUYS, TELL ME YOUR SECRETS!!! I want so bad to get my grades up and to get all my work done on time or whatever but.....there just aren't enough hours in the day. Your also talking to the girl who stays up every nigh until roughly eleven o'clock.

I HATE DRIVING

ok.....I have my permit and everything but i always dread going out driving. The only one who'll take me is my uncle and i dont see him often (once a month if im lucky). I njust went driving for like an hour and a half, yea. My turning is getting better but i stil had some issues. My uncle usually takes me on back roads (which i appreciate) but today i drove through some towns a bit. i think i did ok...but i still hated it. *shrugs* I still have to do it. i have like 56 hours and 15 minutes left til i have 60 hours. Which means momma dearest is going to have to take me out. and like she said, "i have to get over my issues and do it". Cause its kinda her fault i dont have many hours right now. she refuses to take me out. But maybe that'll change. dunno.

Well, i gotta get working on homework now. Later skaters!

*sigh*

Welp, another day i have gone feeling sick to my stomach over my thoughts. I HATE THIS!!!!! why can't i be like a typical teenager, carefree? I am tired of letting things that are so dumb get to me. But i really can't help it. I have always been like this. Wish i wasn't though. *sigh* i don't know what to do about this. I had an idea but i don't think i'll get to it tonight. Maybe though.

i guess i better finish my homework if im going to this open mic night at school (im not singing though). LATER SKATERZ!

after watching a movie...

I have now made a personal goal. I watched HSM3 and now have made Learning to waltz and doing it at a school dance a personal goal of mine. Specifically to a song from the movie, but i dunno how that will work out with the DJ we get. But that would be SO cool. No one (it seems) knows how to waltz at our school so why not re-introduce the concept to those of us "young folk" (<----i sound old). I have a feeling though it wont go over too well. But i have to start taking chances. I'm getting tired of playing it safe and losing out on opportunities. I rarely take risks in school so...*shrugs* time for another change of heart.